Sometimes you have to take yourself out of the "moment" and remember why you want to live. What is your purpose? What get's you excited?
I hear so many times of people telling me status at a job, a certain salary, a family or should I say a man is what gives them purpose or excites them. But, is it really man made things allowing us to gain happiness? I mean don't get it wrong Rhianna's mama house and one of Jay-Z's cars can possibly place a smile on my face momentarily. Instead, it was singing to my mother on her birthday that excited me.
Times like this it is when I have to refocus. This week I was denied financial assistance via my job, informed I may not be employed anymore, and also my doctors agreed a bone marrow transplant is a mandatory action. Hmm, seems like lot right. But, if I think about it, it's not much. Instead it is something I must work through in order to regain my purpose and regain my excitement.
While refocusing, trust me a sister goes through a roller coaster of emotions. As usual I decided on how I will feel about the event and situation occurring. Today, I plan to refocus on being as happy as I was in the picture while visiting the North Sea. Who would have told me as a kid I would have